this is a classic symptom of addiction. The addict, many times, can’t explain their actions in a reasonable way. They best way to describe their behavior is being under the influence of the chemical they are addicted to. Sugar extracts have taken many people down the road of irrational behavior. Something in their brains gets manipulated and clouds their clear thinking.
I suffering through my childhood with unclear thoughts. After quitting sugar, my thoughts became much less cloudy. I would suffer in school because I had trouble following the teachers lessons.